I don’t think there’s a lot I can say here given my history of, well, being me. I can only say that for me, it’s real, real. My despair comes from this place, this site.
Yes, I said it. It’s hard to have a 60-hour-a-week job and try to do a shitty job on this site, let alone writing a book or four and having to build that.
Thanks to Alphonso Mango and Punis Russi. More to come on them, lots to tell.
Left now
Alone with your betrayal
There’s no way to feel secure
Anymore
Broken
Crushed in soul and spirit
With no way to set things right again
Gone
You have stolen everything I ever had
And I’m left with nothing more than pain
And I know I’ll never trust the way that I once did
You have taken all my dreams
And turned them to ashes in my mouth
Starving
Searching for some comfort
Left to choke on my despair
Blinded
My faith and friendship shattered
And my life beyond repair
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