In The End, Nothing Else Matters |2023

In the End, yeah. Like the song goes, fuck you. Oh wait, that’s my narration from personal feelings, and emotions.

I won’t waste time on someone or something that was a waste of my time, and an illusion of something that never will be. It’s, well, I don’t want to go on about it because I’m not sure if…

Well, apathy… you’ll be the death of me… I know this to be true. Fuck I hate humanity. Where’s Bender when you need him?

To wit, I feel like shit, like someone gave me a Glass Bottom Boat for which I did not want. Or pay for it.

Yeah, that kind of pain went well above and beyond the pain I feel on a day-to-day basis. Then again, who knows, maybe daily I feel like I’m getting a Cleveland Steamer.

It starts with one thing
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but you didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me
Will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself of a time when
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

 
And yet, in the end, none of it mattered. Fuck the universe. Fuck causality. Fuck everything. Oh, and fuck you.

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