angry clown

In this cloud of conscienceness, I am without understanding of how to rid myself of the turbulence that paralyzes me and destroys my life. Constant motion of rotting misery and alcoholism, trapped in ice, left to die in this glass prison inside my mind. Being crazy does have it’s benefits.

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stolen bee’s

I just bit my own tongue (ouch) while I was saying to myself (in my head, who the fuck listens to me anyways) that I’ve realized (well that’s not new) that I am one fucked up person. Not ever as relevant as a recent exchange with another member of the…

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lost symbol

In the garden of death, flowers bring the desperation of a million souls. No contention can ease the desperation of grasping for life like suspending ones self from a cliff, never intent on the spiraling disillusion of the life that is desired but unknown. Rising like a ocean of pleasantries,…

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misunderstood

Most people dream at night, often never remembering them. That’s pretty normal. When people try to describe those dreams that they do recall, they never make sense to anyone but the dreamer. I dream at night just like everyone else, but I hardly ever recall them. The problem that I…

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me

“Right and wrong are just words, it’s what you do that matters.” “Sometimes you’ve got to be wrong and learn the hard way.” “Dignity is showing your worthiness when others are undermining you.” “Just when you’re through hanging on, you realize you have been forsaken.” “Strength makes you who you…

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waste

Sitting here, wasting away. Wasted time keeps skipping, wasted time keeps drifting, further from the wasted as the wasted waste away. Living wasted, wasted sleeping, wasting the time in between. Wasted love, wasted hate, all wasted for the sake of being wasted. Sitting here, wasting away. Wasting time watching the…

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