Categories: Liferants

Relapse, or Missing Brandy Rai |2008

Relapse – the act or an instance of backsliding, worsening, or subsiding

Sometimes I feel like I’m barely treading water, my conscience fading in and out, unable to stop what’s happening. My life spins in and out of control.

It’s a never-ending self-inflicted nightmare. I can’t stop myself, I can’t control this circle of shit and I have a hard time influencing the outcome of this game that seems to keep ending badly for me.

I’m trapped inside an ill mind, no winners, only losers …

Oh well, at least at this rate I’ll get to see Brandy Rai sooner …. :/

kastle

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