Another year passes, my love stays true. Brandy Rai would be 19 today if he were still alive. He passed away 5 years ago in August. I will quote what I said last year (and likely more before that) … I miss my not so little boy. And sadly, I feel that he’s the last love that I will have, I believe I’ll be alone for the rest of my life. Still I will wait to see him again.