One year gone

Last year was, by in large, the worst year of my entire life. Possibly combined, jury is still out on that. I’m willing to money on it though.

The biggest event that happened is where I lost Sho. And that was one year ago. It was tremendously hard and, stop rolling your eyes, when you have no one and nobody to support you, it’s all you can do to stop from cracking. From letting the walls breakdown, crumbling around you.

I have tried to be respectful to him and what he means to me, and have honored him as best as this f’d mess of my life can provide.