While I have lived many lifetimes with knee problems, it sucks, and I thought I was done with it in 2016. It just keeps getting worse as a reoccurring payment of pain
Category: From The Powerful Mind of Alphonso Mango
Faith continues to be an epic struggle for all of Man, else the darkness creeps upon you, calling your name and spelling it incorrectly. Fucking
The paths that we walk, the choices we make, how they permeate through our lives, the pain we inflict on ourselves. Ah crap, I can hear some Redemption lyrics from the song “Release” rattling about my head.
Lately have been feeling rather hopeless. How the tone can change around here. And it becomes worrisome. Worrisome because of the darkness. It feeds into my fears.
Fear. Darkness. I know what’s coming and while I have tried to prepare my friends and family for it, I have been preparing for the inevitability for several years.
Fear without Hope… Debo was over again for our weekly dinner and conversations. I had very much dominated the conversation last week, I felt a bit guilty for that but, hey, this is all about me.
There is always hope when you have fear, there always needs to be hope. Otherwise, there’s no hope. There is nothingness in life. It’s like a Nine Inch Nails song stuck in my head.
These posts are a story from a friend whom I hadn’t spoken to in some time. I believe that they were lost in their mind, struggling.