I’ve been crippled by horrible dreams of late. I believe it’s caused by her. A different her, but her who knows who she is. It’s causing life paralysis, if you will.
For context, I’m going to be meandering about “Paralysis.” And yes, another mental thing.
Do you know that feeling, the one where you can’t “shit or get off the pot”? Where you hesitate, knowing he who hesitates has lost. That thing, that (no pun intended) shit that kills you.
It kills your mind and your soul, just raining down shit on it. Yeah, it is that kind of “fun in the sun”. The feeling of mental swiss cheese putting holes in your soul.
Suppose I do something and boom! There is my mind making life harder.
