Relapse – the act or an instance of backsliding, worsening, or subsiding
Sometimes I feel like I’m barely treading water, my conscience fading in and out, unable to stop what’s happening. My life spins in and out of control.
It’s a never-ending self-inflicted nightmare. I can’t stop myself, I can’t control this circle of shit and I have a hard time influencing the outcome of this game that seems to keep ending badly for me.
I’m trapped inside an ill mind, no winners, only losers …
Oh well, at least at this rate I’ll get to see Brandy Rai sooner …. :/
