I’ve been bitten by the bug that slows my development for creative thinking. It’s difficult to really describe it other then the overall emptiness of my brain.
Perhaps a trip is in order, somewhere with more sun. Perhaps a good smoke session is in order.
Releasing ones mind in an open and honest fashion is imperative to gaining the clarity needed. Mindfulness, though in this case it is the lacking drive for that.
Longterm life goals have gotten cloudy, perhaps murky is a better term.